Duped

It's no secret that I have tried online dating.  It's also no secret that it has never worked out well for me. 

Recently, I thought I may have found a guy who I could actually start to care for.  Unfortunately, it didn't pan out that way. 

I never wanted to be that girl who didn't trust a guy because of how she was treated in the past.  It's not the new guys fault for the way someone in my past treated me.  I found that to be very difficult to do this time around.  I questioned every little thing he said or did.  And, I had every right to question every little thing he said or did.  I think when I find someone who is genuinely wanting to get to know me, I won't have those questions. 

Totally off the subject, I recently watched Jim Carey's "Yes Man."  I thought it was going to be about a guy who doesn't know how to say no to anyone and is pushed around.  I guess I just made that up in my mind.  However, the movie is actually about a guy (Jim Carey) who never says yes.  He decides that he's going to start saying yes to everything and starts to find out that good things can happen if you do say yes.  I don't think I finished the whole movie, but it made me think.  What if I started saying yes to everything. I'm always telling people no I don't want to do something.  I'm wondering if I start to say yes, if things could start to happen. 

Over the weekend, I found out that the comedian, Kevin Hart is coming to Fort Wayne in June.  This has literally been a wish of mine to see him live.  I'm pretty proud of myself.  Instead of not going because I don't have anyone to go with, I had my parents buy me a ticket for my birthday and I am going alone.  I refuse to not go, because I don't have anyone to go with.

I'm hoping soon, I have my Oprah "ah ha" moment.